The past a few months might be the time for myself to realize that I am not really working as hard as I should have. I constantly felt that I have been struggling with life and I cannot do things I really would like to do. I am not young any more and it’s high time I built my career, and yet I haven’t even started yet. The stress is wearing me out and I don’t know where to start. Is this my fate? Please don’t tell it is.
Saturday, October 13, 2012
I have been studying and working at the same time and I feel really exhausted. Bf doesn’t understand what I am going to through right now. I hope next year, everything will be better. 2012 so far is not as bad as 2011, but it seems I have to live through the ripple that was generated before. Holding on is the only remedy that I can come up with right now.